went for my floorball trials . wha the selection was tough man . tired out my self pretty fast . and i sweated alot , thankful for that .haven realy sweated in a long time . at the end of the day , i made it past the first selection . yeah ! first person to know was you :D

after the trial , reached home . ate lunch and went to sleep . my whole body was aching and i was super exhausted . slept for about 5 hours . lol didnt know i was that tired . used the com and ate dinner , had homemade pizza last night .

i really loved last night :D very memorable and full of insights .

a scattered dream thats like a far off memory -
a far of memory thats like a scattered dream -
i want to line up the pieces yours and mine -

thinking of you , wherever u are -
we pray for our sorrows to end and hope that our hearts will blend -
now i will step forward to realise this wish -
and who knows : starting a new journey may not be so hard or it has already begun -
there are many worlds , but they share the same sky -
one sky one destiny -


the second part to complete ur magical night :)

onli just realised this morning , that i haven blogged in days , so let mi give a brief recap of m week .

monday - went to watch death note with hui ying and co . but the movie was sold out . so we all went to play basket ball at hui yings house instead . lol . played till round 6 plus then we went home . on the way home , saw yann dar and mei qi walking home . haha nothing stirred in me , surprisingly :D

tues - went to aik siang house to day to study . quite fruitful ba . zai jun ended up sleeping again , with partner huiying . lol . those 2 are so matching . lol . both like basket ball and to sleep :D after 4 hours of ' hard work ' , me and raldie brought them to go eat the famous fish and chips in pasir ris central , its so famous that i bet many of u haven even heard of it yet :P find thr fish and chips there better there F&C .

wed - today someone taught me self discipline . this guy hor , early morning play dota for 3 hours lei , after lunch still ask mi play with him . after one game , still playing . then when he finally came online , ask him to play , say cannot tml got prac must study , must have self discipline lol . make a guess who this genius is . actually hor , not really a genius la . hehe

thurs - everyone ats prac , hope everything goes well for all of them , including her . after the prac , recieved numerous sms , hers the main piority . scant believe she is in the first shift , suay person . lol after that met raldie to go eat lunch and to re-discover white sands . out side look so sui sui , inside we were wondering , " eh ? where did that escalator go too ? "after that watched death note , omg the show is so damn nice , recommended it to her to watch . the death god RYUK is super funny la . his face starting look so fierce , then hor , do all the gao xiao things just for one apple . haha

today - take note i am blogging even before my day starts . i am planning to go study at samuels house , my pri sch best fren . i plan to finish 5 chaps of bio . lets see whether my plans work .



i wanna do more " important " things :D

Goong is a must watch k guys , go watch it .

《宮》主題曲LIVE演唱會

enjoy the live version :D

wha i haven blogged in a long time . the past few days have kinda been insignificant . let mi recall

wed skipped eng and history lesson by sleeping in late .

thurs studied the whole day at home :D

fri went to lims house and suffered a sudden mood swing

went swimming today . went to Racheal dear's church event . hehe . quite fun . she was sho nice . peied mi go and see raffles town club after the church . and i was dumb enough to think we could enter . lol forgot its a club . and he security guard was staring at us with bewildering eyes .
after that we explored the cold storage of north point . going shopping there next week . the variety there is great . after that we had dinner together and then i went home . drooled on the bus journey back . and yeah i wore my turtle neck today .

one issue i wanna talk about is the nuclear issue in korea . For those people who still dunno NK has tested its 1st nuke le . and someone i wonder how do they consider the test a success .

bomb shows partial explosion - failure
bomb explodes partial radiation - small success
bomb explodes violently , offloading tonnes of radiation - large success
nothing happens yet the news sends NK to the top of the tuang kang ( big shot ) list - 100% success .

somehow i feel that NK is damn dumb , if they have the money to invest in such technology . why not use it to improve the lives of the people living there . better right . then make the bomb , test le and test nvr use , waste money . democracy will eventaully and the bombs they made will be disarmed , superb waste of money .

why cant the world just live in peace . bomb her bomb there . u end up with less then more
eg: u wan singapore , u try to defeat us using nuke , singapore gone , u win , but u now no longer got singapura , now is singapuric ocean , the ocean filled with lots of ikan billis . lol

some how i really wanna know how it feels to get DC . my friend kena before , feeling not bad . maybe we shall all try one day .

and sorry to shan shan .

Composition Video #3 - Lonely

this is an original piece from kyle556 of youtube . his piano remakes are great . this a the piece he composed himself . enjoy !

MY HUNDRED POST

yeah i have reached my 100 post . everyone feel free to congratulate mi . hehe

went to eat fish and co yesterday with the R3 . too bad shan shan jenny jasmine and yue wen didnt make it . shared seafood platter with zai jun . he damn pro , eat the calamari rings till can choke . pro man . then the prawns and fish were great too . and i had to help snadra and wai and amanda finish up their food . mainly fries . ohya today was the first time i talked to ferlyn in 3 years . lol .

after eating fish and co , we walked to esplanade . quite sian la . walk and walk . amanda went coffebean nutsy . wha the carrot cake looked nice man . wha :D

when we finally reached the place , so windy .

after a while went home to sleep le . cause next day got bio prac .

today had the prac . wha it sucked man . our prac today was the first of its kind , more or theory then practical . lol . but the onion slices was huge man . hpe i can do well for it .



the images of the pink lady , keep floating in my head . lol singapore idol wannabe

i have a new blog song . its called dearly beloved . a kingdom hearts song . the player will auto play . hope u will enjoy it

yeah change my skin again . this one is nice . caught geralds orange fever

oh by great luck i came upon the lyrics for the tidus and yuna theme


Tidus and Yune theme
By: Rayner Aggassi
arranged by : Nobou Uematsu

As i lay down to rest , under the blue sky , something caught my eye
The stars were jewels in the sky , angelic symbols of life
Suddenly a gentle face drifted into my mind
Remeniscenes of someone i knew , i loved , i had lost

How could i forget the pormise i made
How could i let you wait
My heart is deep wth regrets since then
It yearns so hard , just to love you again

[ CHORUS]

Why is love so elusive , so near yet unseemingly out of reach
Must one bear his soul to get it again
What is a heart ache , when it comes it never seems to fade
Is love a viscious cycle where emotions get played

Love is a wonderful thing , great sacrifices and loses it brings
Carry on loving ~

back to normal .

LIM thnks for the help but to tell u the truth ah , i prefer to handle it myself , cause ur help was sort of irritating . cause what u are saying is super ironic .

tues - had ss exam , wasted 15 mins of the paper going toilet and sneezing . eyes became so swollen i could hardly see . did the ss paper without my specs . the symtoms of june are coming back . after school went to lim house to study . THANK YOU for the food lim !

wed - had a maths exam today . easier then expected . hehe



chose 1 lose 1 = fair :D

utter disappointment

thks to all my frens out there who kept "everything" i really appreciate it to the core . i have seen the " greatness of what friends can do " . they try to hide the painful things from you , trying to share the pain . but when i come to know about it by my on way , guess who is hurting more now .

and please don tell mi things like " chill " "its ok de la , u will forget her " cause seriously , they are of no help to mi . think before u say anything . cause i am starting to lose faith it " friendship"
. all promises , nothing done . and whats done cannot be reversed .

suo wei bing dong san chi , fei yi re zhi han . mark my words my friend , what i am saying now is now a sudden burst of feelings . its a realise of emotions , sparked of by the guitar<3>

when was just a little boy , my mum told mi , when u fall , there will always be people to pick u up . when the time comes , and they fall , lift them up to embrace hope once again . so far in my entire life , i have rendered aid to those who need it , help them to their feet . hardly , these actions are reciprocated . u may then ask mi , quoted from a guy " u also never tell us what " who will go and tell his weaknesses to anyone . who tell mi . use your eyes and hearts . my msn nick mean things , my blog tells u things . my facial mood and actions are the best evidence . no clown is ever happy . i may joke laugh tease , but what may seem to be , is not . use this line my frens . my third time saying this . yet no difference .

lastly , when ur help is given , trust mi , the thought may be dere , but ur timing is not . most of the time , by the time u realise i am troubled , i would have solved it anyways .

to conclude , don expect me to lend a listening ear or shoulder when u need help , i may or may not help . but when i do , u best well cherish it .








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no more ...

test as requested by amanda

Instructions : 1 put your music player on shuffle
2 press forward for each question
3 use the song titles for each answer even if it don makes sense . no cheating !
4 tag six people to do this

here is goes :D

1) how are u feeling today ?
We survived - kotoko
hmm guess i am feeling lucky cause i survived the night . ( dunno whethe ri will survive this survey )

2) will u get far in life ?
daydream - misato aki
i don think i even have a life , cuae i am daydreaming lol.

3) how do my friends see you
i could be the one - stacie orico
HAHAHA they see me as the one whole will bring great change to their lives ( hopes the changes are good )

4) will u get married ?
this is how u remind me - nickelback
haha i will get married only if my friends get married , then they can remind mi to get married:D

5) whats your best friends theme song ?
face of facts resolutions - kotoko
i guess it means his face is full of facts , bursting each pimple and u will learn something new lol

6) whats the story of your life ?
watashi ga iru yo - tomato cubes
love this song to the core . it means i m here with you ! therefore the story of my life is i am always by the sides of my frens who need me :)

7) what was ur secondary school like ?
koi no tsubomi - koda kumi
dunno what this means , probably my secondary school life was filled with the koi fishes , alot of NO from people and a tsubomi?

8) how can u get ahead in life ?
first kiss - ichiko
onli after my first kiss can i get ahead in life . must go kiss gerald liao hehe

9) whats the best thing about your frens ?
wu niang - jolin tsai
erm the best thing about them is that they are good at dancing , except lim , he wobbles and zai jun , cause he rolls about . hehe

10) whats in store this weekend ?
zhong yu ming bai - dong li huo cher
this week end i wil finally understand something . dunno what thou , maybe why they needa use cheese t make cheese cakes . rofl

11) what songs describes you ?
misty's song - m2m
oh i am covered by misty . no la the meaning of this song is misty trying to confess her love , maybe wad best desribes mi is that i am loking for love ?

12) to describe my grandparents ?
ni shi wo de yi di lei - su yong peng
ohhh so sweet . my grandpa was the tear in my grandmas life , and vice versa

13) what song will they play at my funeral?
who knew - pink
i guess who knew i would die ?

14)) how does the world see mi ?
tidus and yuna theme - nobuo uemesu
this song is peaceful and nice . so maybe i am the one who can give out peace , not piss

15) will you have a happy life ?
everything i am not - the veronicas
i will lead a happy life being evrything i am not . so i will grow up not being a guy , and i shall have a damn happy life lol .

17) do people secretly lust after you ?
she is instrumental - kim sam soon
a gals does . apparently . i wonder who .

18) how can i make myself happy ?
because i am a gal - kiss
i can be happy by being a gal . wha why i keep seeing signs that i should go for a sex change?

19) what should you do with your life ?
please - gundam seed
oh i should dedicate my life to pleasing people . so sad right . haiz :C

20) will you ever have children ?
future - kiddy grade
finally a realistic answer . i will of course have children in the future . hehe i wan 2 boys and 2 gals . hehe

people to do the quiz :
jing xing , sandra , jasmine , huangyi , zai jun and yue wen !

had another boring day in school . quite annoyed . basket dunno which asshole told kuan hui that me and ben played with yu jings shoe yesterday . then now he wana stir up trouble . if that R6 guy hu told kh ever sees this , don be scared la , dare tell kh , come clean and tell yu jing la . don hide behind .

after school went to play golf , yeah my swing has not wasted away yet . zai jun went . hehe . he wasted $3.15 . but nvm ma . at least now he knows pangya is rubbish , golf is realy hard to play . hehe me and zai jun left earlier and went for some sightseeing . basket we got cheater into buyin a 3.50 pork chop right . wad a scam . should have eaten the carrot cake instead .

didnt study at al today . tml must jia you

today came back to school . was quite a boring day in school . did something damn stupid la . i sincerely apologise to anisah for hiting her . my bad :( .

went home and heard exciting stuff .

i admire ZACKS courage . even thou infront of us he seems very shy , he dares to go after his passion . even thou ZACK may have overexaggerated the ' 4 years ' thing , i really have a new impression of him . wha don siao siao . we all can learn from ZACK . shoot one arrow , almost hit the bulleye :D

u all dying to know who is zack , let mi tell u , he ah , cant be described , he is neither tall nor short , fat yet thin , handsome yet ugly , proud yet humble , shy yet brave , boy nor gal , lesbian nor gay , happy nor sad . haha relax he is not the students oxford mini dictionary i keep in my cupboard . bet all of u are thinking who is this person . haha . search your friends and u wil know.


last ques , is it even possible to read a line counterclockwise . hehe these people seem to be able too :

~ hafiz
~ jacky
~ hong quan
~ huang yi ( striking )
~ forget hu le



a round of applause please !

today i didnt go to school cause i had a scheduled appointment . just as i was about to leave the hpuse for my dental appointment , basket the dental nurse called and said my appointment was cancelled . wha steady ah . had the best childrens day hol of any sec school student in singapore .
watched cartoons from 11 to 2 . hehe shiok ah . had so much fun smsing the people in school to make them feel jealous .

went to meet lim they all and to study .


~ will anyone miss them when they are gone ? ~ must remember to say this line when i take out my braces . hehe