maelstorm

"Something alway leads me back to you, it never takes to long .. "

Sarah Bareilles ~ Gravity

How apt a song to summerise how i'm feeling right now. This feeling feels most familiar i must say, forcefully so cause i've felt this way many times in my life , sadly too many times in my life .....

People say feelings come ago just like the seasons, yet some kinds of feelings linger on for years to come, it's this lingering that is tormenting, this uncertainy that floats at the the edge of my conscious when i wake and before i yield to bed at night.

Ever came upon the situation where u've got to take sides ? what happens when both sides have a valid reason, what happens when 1 side forgos the happiness of another , what happens when both sides are close to you , what happens when one's your heart and the other's the mind ...

Logic and instinct . Logic is derived from the waves in your brain , Instinct is that imaginative and invisible energy that gives birth to our gut feeling. Both are flawlessly embeded in the choices we make everyday yet they themselves resist the full picture of things and are flawed in the directions they provide for us. The Ying and Yang of decision per say ~

So what happens when you heart tells you one thing but your mind says another, when you then turn to logic and instinct to be the deciding factor only to see them leave their signature on the chaos already formed.

What happens now ?

From what was once 1, is now 2
Stem 2 different " love " stories
while one goes all out to embrace the love re-found
the other wonders  and thinks too much without making a sound.

Penny for my thoughts

which then led me to blog ...